coffee and cigarettes
jimmy beam helps me forget
i cant recall the last time
i had a partner on my ride
alone i am this play of mine
soliloquy's keep me in rhyme
filling this hole which i have dug
and sink in pits at all becomes
awake always a constant blur
this cat not pet forgets to purr
a smile today would break my face
so numb i've learned needs no replace
constants in a changing world
built around your daddy's girl
debutantes and private schools
trust fund kids use different rules
it all starts and we must play
pretend we enjoy being preyed
upon by those who jump ahead
decided in their mothers bed
bitter with sight we become
realize that it can't be won
the end determined before shot
they win some run some crawl i stop
The End